[799 plus understood me before you did.]


i am torn on how to present myself to you.
which side of myself do i show??
i have to somehow entice you
keep you on my webspace (even amongst horrid pop up ads)
somehow draw you in?
i'm not feeling imaginative tonite
hmmm

the obligatory facts:
20 years. female
idealistic, pessimistic
i like people who really _believe_ in something
i'm not talkin about "god"
i'm talking about feeling so strongly about something, feeling so intensely that it _almost_ consumes you

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i am searching for a dance partner,
lets break dance, lets do pilobolus, lets shake our asses to justin timberlake, lets choreograph what we want to scream.



want list:
manual focus camera. fstop, that whole shebang. i'm dying to photograph faces, people, so contact me if you are in the tri-state area (US) and wood like to be photographed...
iggy pop - "I'm sick of You" - this is a rare bside of the raw power sessions -
cute socks to go with the ridiculously uncomfy high heels i'm about to buy
black/white post cards
post its :)


lets not be so selfish/materialistic for a moment.
lets injoy :
oxygen, green grass stains on yr fave jeans, laughter with tears, big big big puddles, chai, rides in shopping carts, hands riding waves alongside car windows, kisses on foreheads, tackling friends to the ground, loud bass beats, hoop earings, secret smiles, long eyelashes, mud, half destroyed sand castles, children's laughter, peeled orange slices, new sharpie markers, photocoping machines, and heavy blankets.

continue...

  • into the journal
    or just start over

    And you can't say we're bad!